Young Love My Ass

I hate hearing people under eighteen saying they're in love, because in all honesty, you're too young to know what love is. I'm nineteen years old and it isn't until my current relationship that I realize the times before when I thought I was in love I really wasn't, just merely high infatuation.

I know some might get upset at the statement "you're to young to know what love is" but when your young you still developing and learning a lot, your understanding of love is also developing. You go through the emotions, hurt, arguments, joys and etc to build your knowledge of love, but just because someone comes into you life and introduces a feeling/connection to you that seems like love doesn't mean it is love.

Sometimes people come in your life for a season to teach you one thing, do not give seasonal people lifetime expectations.

2 Cents

i can only forgive so much,
so never lie;
because then its either
i forgive you for the lie or the act,
but i will never forgive both

It's Your Fault

I just wanted to point out how its really you to blame.

Before you, my whole attitude was "f**k it, easy comes easy goes," because of you, i can't think like that anymore. Before you my emotions weren't meant for people to know, because of you, I try as much as I can to let it flow out. Before you I thought I knew what love was, because of you, I established what the thin line between love and infatuation is. Before you I only gave as much as the other gave, because of you, I've given so much that at times i feel drained. Before this all happened I thought you were just going to be another homeboy, maybe just a fling. See your the reason I get so happy, anger, hyper, depressed, appreciative, and negative all at one time, love just has a way of driving to the edge of insanity but reminds you why you even risking being so dangerous close. You're the reason why I can't just shrug something off, as long as its linked to you its going to I can't say I don't care. You're the reason I don't ever make sense when I explain things, I never had to waste my breathe on how I felt about anything or to anyone. It's you're fault that I know any strong feeling I had for someone could have never been love, because I've never cared enough to hold on to someone through so much, or forgive someone so easily, and I surely had to much pride to look like a fool for anyone but you. I went back on my fathers words because of you, "never give your all to someone because when they're gone you'll have nothing," but even if I had everything I wanted, achieved every goal I set out to reach, that feeling of loneliness will be equal to the feeling of having nothing. I blame you for everything that we have, because your little slick ass just had something so deep in you that made me fall, and we both know it was a trap, the intentions weren't for us to end up loving each other, but we did, and it's all your fault.