LATFH

So a good friend of mine showed me this site latfh and its so odd. these are a couple of my favorite pics =]

"russian roulette is not the same without the gun"

"beyonce aint got nothing on him"

"this is ubber sexy"

My Life

this is me and my mother at my ...i don't know which graduation lol. but yes she is my life, everything good about life has something to do with her, but I lost her at 12, i am now 19 and I am defiantly her kin, from mentality to emotions to strength to physical shell. I love her, and miss her everyday, as a matter fact, when I reach the pearly gates the one thing I'd ask God is "was there a day since my mother passed that I didn't think of her? And if yes, how many times?"

so to everyone who still has their mother, whether you two get along or not, hold that woman extra tight, and tell her you love her.

25 Anni of Subway Art

Famed urban culture photographer Henry Chalfant and equally famous American photojournalist Martha Cooper take a look into the culture of subway art. Both discuss the significance and history of the genre, celebrating its 25th Anniversary.

Love Monster Showcase by AIKO

Showcasing a new exhibition of mixed media works, Tokyo-born, Brooklyn-based artist AIKO introduced Love Monster, her largest solo showing to date. Drawing inspiration from urban and Kawaii (Japanese for “Cute”) culture, AIKO set forth on a journey filled with a wide spectrum of media including spray paint, brushwork, collage, stenciling, and silk screening techniques. Love Monster will run through May 16th, 2009 at the Joshua Liner Gallery in New York City.

Joshua Liner Gallery
548 West 28th Street
3rd Floor
New York, NY 10001
P+ 212.244.7415

Fireworks on The 4th of July

I wrote this last summer. I got the idea to write this after watching fireworks on the fourth of July, so i guess that's what I'll call it, because it is untitled.

It was beautiful. So many colors, shapes, expanded its luminous colors that could be seen on every peak. And as I stood on that rooftop the fireworks reminded me of dreams and goals. How many people have stood on top a roof and saw their dream glowing in the distance, so far from reach. That night i had a beautiful moment paved in my mind something I fantasized earlier in the day but whats a fantasy? Nothing more than a high expectation dream, something so unbelievable beautiful it'll be to miraculous to believe if face with. But mines is unbelievable, beautiful, amazing, breathe taking, and momentous. That's what it is, but by tonight it will be reality and envied amongst those hanging on their last dreams and amongst angels mounted, falling, or fallen.... or so i thought. No, it's nothing more than another dream watched afar from a roof top.

he was right "I cant have everything i want" but it hurts... not "not getting" what I want but getting the little worthless, materialistic, frivolous things and not getting the sentimental, heartwarming, soul pleasing, and long anticipated things. Just my luck..right?

Feel

I had this feeling earlier that I couldn't shake, and as I sat and zoned out to my iTunes "Broken Strings" came on and i just vented randomness, and even though what your about to read most likely wont make any sense lol, I feel better, *shrug* eh w/e.

I don't want to be dead last anymore. I feel like I'm going to be left at the door, like once again I'll be left standing alone to deal with starting from scratch. I feel like I'ma lose in situations where it's obvious that I'm suppose to win. For once I don't want to be humble, I want to kick and scream for it, but i never had an opportunity or time to do so, I've grown use to losing, when it came to change i just never was quick enough... whether it was my mom, my dad, my brother, my family, my friends, my exs, everything i put my heart into just seems to leave me, and its always a situation where if i break my silence it wouldn't make a difference, or maybe I'm just scared of failing from making one. every change i faced i never had a chance, change on its on decided to take charge, it didnt give me a chance to hold on to my mother better, didnt give me time to convince my brother on staying, didnt give me the decision to where I wanted to be, didnt think of the after effects on my heart for every love i had to get over... thats how i feel, but just for once i don't want a change and i want it at the same time. i don't want to have to just accept things, i don't wanna be the one without a say, without a acknowledgment, without a consideration...idk thats just how i feel



this is the song, "Broken Strings" James Morrison feat. Nelly Furtado

Highlighter Tees

Each Highlighter Tee features the lyrics and highlighter style portrait of the respective legend..

Japanese Beatboxer

This dude is sooooooo ILL lol, watch it, NOW!

Him

I was randomly going through old notes and things i wrote on my laptop and i found this, its nothing big but i thought it was cute so i decided to post it, i wrote this december 09, 2008.




ok so theres this guy who means the world to me and who is the only guy i wanna see myself with, he's indescribably unforgettable, fantastically amazing, he makes me feel ontop of the world, and at the bottom of a shoe when we dont speak. its gotten to the point where im dropping my wall and my defensiveness and i just want him to know desselyn, fuck this dea bitch, not trynna sound like a split-so, but dea is that bad lookin nigga mentality chick, where desselyn is just this shy broken quiet sweet as can be chick. no dude can come close to him, he's my rolls royce. i have so much love for this boy and im disappointed ive held it back from him, he makes my days bearable, i love when he picks on me, when he lets me beat on him (even though he'd probably toss me), my heart melted when he put our picture up, man o man, its like i have so much to say that my words can not come out straight or be organized, but yeh


so theres this guy
no guy comes close to
only dude who mkaes me smile
only guy i care for
and ive been hurt
way too many times
it got to the point where
my friends make bets on the guys i meet
because id get bored in 3-7 days (dead ass)
but he's different
its been 3 months
spent majority of my days with him
and i cant front
not being or speakin to him hurts
i just hopes he knows
that im not out to hurt him
i want nothing more to be and add to his happiness...

Real Talk Breast Over ASS

Thak you JD and friends, I love you guys!
watch up to 6:00 mins


"you see ass, you just wanna fuck it... the nipple breaks it DOWN"


KlasSiK: lol
KlasSiK: its funny
KlasSiK: cause I'll see a boob and be like "DAMN"
KlasSiK: then I see the are0la, and I swear the hairs on my skin start to rise
KlasSiK: then the nipple jus... -sigh- brings it all together
Dea: lmaooooooooooo